I've always gone to church and believed and have known this for a while however we get in our head to where we don’t want to go upfront and let others know about our faith and our testimony. I couldn’t tell you exactly when or how but when you know you know.
I of course was led off that path whenever I moved away from home. As we all do because we are all human we are all flesh. I have always not been the best person and example for Christ we all make mistakes and come short. That’s why we ask for forgiveness. What lead me back into the right path of God was my mother she had gotten really sick and this was an ongoing thing with her liver. Several years before 2008 she had a fatty liver and the doctor told her to work out and lose weight I guess he didn’t really make it a big deal like it was because she thought oh I just needed to eat healthier and lose weight. However, as the years progressed it got worse and worse and it turned into cirrhosis of the liver. We didn’t know exactly how bad it was. Around May 2008 her legs were swollen and I told her she needed to get them checked out then one time I saw her at Walmart just running into her and her skin looked yellow. It was her liver shutting down she paid a couple more visits to the hospital throughout June and July. One time when I was visiting her in the hospital she had asked me to go back to church and wanted me to promise her that. So that is exactly what I did I promised her that I would go back to church and on July 7, 2008, early a.m. she had passed away.